Thursday, January 28, 2010


I want to...

create something so beautiful it takes my breath away. My sister did this. So did my best friend.
As I watch them with their husbands I have an overwhelming feeling of gratitude for their happiness. And I want it too. Not now. Maybe not even soon. But the love they have for each other is absolutely infectious. For how much I love them and value thier worth to me, their husbands amplify that by millions.
They take each other for everything. The weirdness, the beauty and everything else.

It's magical.

and this young love turns into something enchanting, old love.

I see this in my parents.
I said a prayer today only about them. I'm full of thanks for the magic they create in my home as they continue to love each other. It's the thing I think I'm most grateful for in my life.

Some day, I'm going to make magic.

And now as I write this, I'm realizing how incredibly love sick I am. But this time it's different from all the many other love sick phases I have gone through. I don't just want (someday) someone to tell me how much they love me. I want the something more that has been showed to me lately.
The things that actually mean love. Like knowing silly things about how they like their toast, or when they need a joke rather than a hug. When it's time to be distracted from homework. Giving appreciative side glances and finding the good in the mistakes made.

This is just a bit of silliness in my head, but it means so much to me that these wonderful people would share what they have worked for and created with the world. I've never understood couples who don't feel the need to show the love they have for each other everywhere they go. How do they suppress something so wonderful. It should be bursting out of them, all of the time. At least I know I'm going to let it burst. So when it's the real thing, everyone who knows me will know it.


Jane Ann Fosson said...

Amen! Loved it. Love you. Love love. Keep your eye on the target and live the way you want to be loved. You are the best. Can't wait to see what's in store for you!

Jourdan said...

From what I hear, it's "raining men" over in Bryan's world right now.

Enjoy it while it lasts...

I'm sure you are :)

whit said...

I feel you, girl. I feel this post. I love your love.

Mandy said...

This is so sweet Bry.
I feel the same way about Kevin that you are describing, which made me tear up a little.

Remember dreaming of these things at that town meeting in Alpine City Hall four years ago?

Some things never change :)

Lizzy said...

Cute Bry :) I'm excited for you to have that, and I'm excited for me to have that too.

Dev and Laur said...

bry, you are so sweet and your words are beautiful. this filled my heart with tears? (and my eyes)